I'm a simple soul surrounded by complexities that, regardless of all my efforts, consume me. I'll always be clear in my love for Jesus, yet find myself in a tug-of-war with Him daily. I have NO doubt that His hopes for me are MUCH greater than my own, yet the struggle remains. Pride is my greatest weakness. It affords Satan MANY opportunities to distract me from God's grace. I seek to be transparent in all that I do, but find too many people salivate at the chance to see one of God's children fall. Sadly, I can ONLY be transparent to a small number of people...this can happen quickly, however, as I feel inspired by their own willingness to celebrate transparency! My hope is to be 'real' in all I am and do. Even at the expense of 'relationships'. I confess, that I have little faith in humanity...especially, in these days. Selfishness reigns supreme in a time where selflessness is so desperately needed. "What's in it for me?" has become the sad mantra of our society and it drains the few "givers" left in this world of any sunshine they may cling to. We project all our shortcomings on our childhood or surroundings using them as a crutch supporting our sense of entitlement. I DO trust God in this area, but grow weary of the overwhelming sense that things are only getting worse. I'm committed to the mission. My calling is clear and I shall remain faithful in the pursuit to see things amended. God is good, all the time! All the time, God is good!